My aunt, who had been living with us for a few months, has finished moving to her appartment and Friday night was spent moving beds, clothes, and furniture to their appropriate places.

Meaning: As of last Friday, I officially have my own room. *joy* 8D

It's weird to sleep alone. If I'm too lazy to turn of the lights, I can't just pretend to be asleep so my sister would turn them off but acctually get up and turn them off. Little things like this make me kind of sad.

I have no furniture yet though (only the stuff my sister left behind and my bed) but it is big and spacey and I am in the midst of decorating it. XD

I've been bonding with it a lot lately but due to the lack of an mp3 player or good CD, I tried to burn myself a few cds...

but it lead to something really horrible happening which I shall not discuss about!

It's really times like this I feel so useless, and though I want to get over it quickly, I feel like a horrible person if I were to just let it slip by and not do anything about it.

Meh! Anyway, I have a Frankenstien essay due this Friday and I'm only on chapter 7 in the book. D: D: D:

♪♬: Joe Hisaishi - Toki ni wa Mukashi no Hanashi O

I'm feeling so much frustration for some reason.

Before today, I thought my grades were pretty stable; at either a B or high C, and managable enough to raise for the last 6 weeks, but after everything today, I feel like I'm so screwed.

I don't know. Life just sucks sometimes, ya? :D

Tennis. ARGH. Sometimes I wonder how some people can view the world so... in such a predjudiced fashion. It's really cruel.

E3 started today. :3 I was watching it on TV. Major excitement for PS3! November 17th is the day I officially become a bum. XD And I think I'm acctually interested in getting the Nintendo Wii. That controler is intense. XD

I feel terrible for having to frustrate my family in helping me assemble my stuff for my room. Whats worse is that things aren't going according to my calculation. So all this hard work is really leaving me just guilty for getting everyone frustrated and content in the look of my room.

I miss everyone. I feel like all the good people in the world have dissapeared.

... ...I'm alone. D: *emoemoemote*

♪♬: Nujabes + Fat Jon - Aruarian Dance
Currently: frustrated

OH MY GOOD I JUST WROTE A RANT ABOUT BLEACH. FIVE PARAGRAPHS EACH WHATS WRONG WITH ME. STUPID FANDOM PEOPLE WHAT THE HELL.

(RE: Chapter 227?)

[break=RE: Anime]My thoughts on the Anime are weird because I have great mixed feelings involved in it. It isn't particularly the plot of the Filler arc that bugs me, because, really, sometimes I get suckered into it and we'll never be happy with a filler unless Kubo Tite does it himself so why bother complain about that part.
My first iffy jab at the filler is the fact that all the new characters have turned European-styled. It isn't a really big problem, but I've always felt Bleach as a sort of a Japanese cultured thing. Because Soul Society is based on traditional Japan, and even the Shinigami get up is rather samurai oriented, whenever I see these new characters I feel like I'm watching a whole nother anime.
Secondly, I dislike that they kept the whole "subsitute shinigami" title for Ichigo. If I remember correctly, when Byakuya and Renji went to take Rukia to Soul Society, Byakuya broke Ichigo's spiritual power. Wouldn't that mean that whatever power Ichigo had in him that was still Rukias would be gone? Also, wasn't the entire point of Urahara's training trying to get him to become a Shinigami again, with his own powers?
Okay lastly, I jab at the characterization of some people. Most of the people. Everyone. I hate the blatantness of the character pairings like Yoruichixthat-other-ninja and IchigoxRukia. I don't mind the Yoruichi that much, but IchigoxRukia blatantness seems so out of character for me. I'm half happy half angry whenever one of the IxR moments show up because I am an IxR fan, but it's just so freakin cheesy I am cringing in my seat.
What I like about IxR and what distinguishes it as such a great couple, I think, is their trust for each other. He was able to leave Rukia fight a hollow alone while he took his sister back home with complete trust Rukia would be alright in the past. When Ichigo gets a power boost so he can run save Rukia, who even had the mod souls with her too, it's disgusting. What's worse is that not only was Rukia's danger status mentioned, but also the rest of his friends. Ichigo is a person who cares deeply for his friends (When Chad and Orihime were in trouble in the manga, he was right on it and ready to help) but now mention their trouble and rukias, he just disregarded them. WEIRD. CREEPY. AND DOWNRIGHT WRONG![/break]

HOCRAP. and I thought my obsession with Bleach has gone. And I'M SO SORRY FOR SPAMING YOUR FRIENDSLISTS. SORRY. :O

and if you acctually read through all of that I give you a cute hello kitty band-aid for your brain. It's scented. ;(

♪♬: Gnarls Barkley - Crazy
Currently: spazzing out

So, I'm still trying to finish my log that's like.. over a week late.. uh.. and I'm still procratinating.. uh.. ...

but anyway! You know, when people say stupid things like how there's a black hole in drawers or in your washing machine because you always end up losing a sock or something? I thought it was retarded at first, but I think it has some truth to it.
Lately while doing laundry, I have found coins from Canada, and.. I think it was Tahiti? O__o;
None of my family or anything has been to Canada or Tahiti to even aquire money from there, and if anyone did have coins from a foreign country, I'd imagine they'd have gotten it from someone special and remember to take it out of their jeans or ask about it. It feels like real money, too. (I don't want to say anything cause really, I want to keep these coins to myself and pretend something mystical like this really can happen so shuttup)

It's also so unreal when you finally meet a friend in real life who you can talk all your dorky talk with about Final Fantasy, or anime and the like. I can talk to a person and say an anime I've watched without having to explain the anime or etc. because they haven't seen it or something. So weird, yet so cool.

In other news:
- 18 days till schools out; my grades still suck
- my room is almost complete~ XD I want to make a triptych for above my bed, but I realize besides buying canvas, I have to buy my own brushes and paint too since I can't steal my teacher's anymore
- OH MAN I need to stop eating because of those games I was going to buy/play for the summer. Their prices may have dropped, but extra money is always good. This will be exciting. (operation: de-tanning/no life will commence!)

♪♬: Franz Ferdinand - This Fire
Currently: not working~ 8D