"Into this mysterious universe we are born, with no apparent set of instructions, no maps or equations, no signs or guideposts; nothing but our equally unfathomable instincts, intuitions, and reasoning abilities to tell us where we came from, why we are here, and what we are supposed to do. What we do posess -- perhaps it is the key to our survival as a species - is an almost unquenchable need to know." - Philip S. Berg

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Throughout our lives, we search for something. A thirst for curiosity; a gut feeling to search with your heart and soul. Many times people will go out into the world, looking for their other half, looking for themselves, looking for happiness, looking for past, looking for purpose, but nontheless, still looking. We search and on the way, meet new people to help each other on that sacred pilgrimage. And Half way through your journey, you forget what you were looking for. You go crazy, feel empty and drive everyone away. You mourn in the depths of your mind, negative energy overflowing.

But like people say, time heals all wounds.

So one day, you wake up from your nightmare, one level higher, one day wiser, one day stronger and one step closer to your goal. You search franticly, looking for your companions who had comforted you through your times together. Then it hits you: You had driven them away. You had yelled at them for caring, and now, ten days later, you find yourself alone.

Have you ever felt yourself in this kind of situation?

I have, and this is my story.
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This is all I have so far. x___x; Acctually.. this was just an out of the blue thing so I have no idea on what the plot will be. ^^;; I'm thinking maybe I should make it a fanfiction, so I don't need to make up any characters or anything.. hm hm hm..
It seems this summer I have become more serious or more into this writing stories thing...

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Made a little sticky note. I really have no idea how people with multiple blogs do this. ^^;;

At least now that summer school is over, I have more time to be lazy and spread the joy of... lots of things. xD I also might have more time to get more organized and mayhaps revive this dying blog.

--side note--

I really want to learn the guitar. Do you think it's too late for me to learn? X( My dad tried to teach me last year, but we both ended up being too busy, myself with school, and my dad with his job. Since it's summer, I thought I might have more of a chance to learn. Since I have no school, I could easly bend and fit into my dads schedule rather than both of us trying to squeeze this into our own busy life.
I at least hope to master one musical intrument before I die. I tried to learn piano when I was 5 or something, but lost interest. Yeah.. thats about the only instrument I ever attempted at playing. xP

♪♬: L'Arc~en~Ciel - READY STEADY GO!

Things to do:
+ clean room (must!)
+ study french
+ upload new screencaps for TSV
+ finish TSV layout
+ code sisters blog layout
+ make sisters forum sig.
+ start on sisters site
+ find song to learn (guitar)

Games to finish:
+ Xenosaga
+ Wild Arms 2
+ Final Fantasy 7
+ Chrono Cross

Books to read:
+ Because of Romek (David Faber)
+ Angels and Demons (Dan Brown)
+ Catcher in the Rye (???)
+ Caramello (Sandra... something)
+ Toast: The story of a boy's hunger (Nigel Slater)

Possibly finish at least one from each list by the end of summer.

♪♬: The Killers - Everything Will Be Alright
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Stolen from Darku. :D

01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with new things.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love my gauged earrings.
06. I love wearing a lot of black eyeliner
07. I love Daquiri's
08. I love the weekends.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
17. I love the Backsreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I am a person.
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I start school on Jan 4th or 5th.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizzare.
27. I am bisexual.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I've seen She's all That at least 50 times.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I love Charmed.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are ridiculously late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. Winter is my favorite season.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I was smarter.
39. I am the hottest bachelor.
40. I have a lot of drama.
41. No one knows my full story of my life.
42. I love my hair.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach.
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait until New Year's.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'.
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
53. I have had a broken bone.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love my laptop.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I love to dance.
60. I love to sing.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I hate when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
67. I don't like to study for tests.
68. I love playdoh.
69. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I love(d) high school.
72. I have a talent of sweet talking my way out of things.
73. I don't drink enough to get drunk.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue.
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I love the Olsen twins.
79. I'm gonna try out for the softball team.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars. MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE
82. I like comfy sweatpants.
83. Bam Margera is AWESOME.
84. I love the smell of fresh laundry.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I hate the feeling of failure.
90. I am still a virgin.
91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid sometimes.
94. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
95. I can stay on the computer forever.
96. I love music.
97. I wish I was more motivated when it comes to school.
98. I love getting stuff in the mail.
99. I have problems letting go of people.
100. I hate the feeling of being alone.
101. When I was younger I made some bad decisions.
102. I don't watch much TV these days.
103. I love psychedelic mushrooms.
104. I love sleeping.
105. I have loads of books.
106. I once slept in a toilet.
107. I love playing video games.
108. I adore marijuana.
109. I watch porn movies.
110. I watch them with my father.
111. I like sharks.
112. I love spiders.
113. I was born without hair and I still have no hair.
114. I like George Bush.
115. People are cool.
116. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
117. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche.
118. I have a lot to learn.
119. I carry my knife everywhere with myself.
120. I'm really really smart.
121. I've never broken someone's bones.
122. I have a secret.
123. I hate snow.
124. I drink only milk.
125. Punk rock rules.
126. I hate Bill Gates!
127. I love Chinese food.
128. I would hate to be famous.
129. I am not a morning person.
130. I wear glasses.
131. I don't need glasses.
132. I have potential.
133. I'm pure Japanese.
134. My legs are two different sizes.
135. I have a twin. ?
136. I wear a padded bra.
137. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing.
138. I'm left-handed.
139. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them.
140. I don't like horror movies.
141. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway.
142. People hate me usually.
143. I love pop music.
144. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight.
145. I hate parking fines.
146. I know the National Anthem of my country by heart.
147. I know more than two languages.
148. I spend too much time on my computer.
149. I often want to throw my computer out the window.
150. I live on a ground floor.
151. I don't like chocolate.
152. I'd like to be more original.
153. I've lied.
154. Cocks are my favorite birds.
155. I want to conquer the world.
156. I wonder what happens when you die.
157. I've read all books about Harry Potter.
158. Eat your dog!
159. I love to exercise.
160. I hate chemistry with a passion.
161. I love to write.
162. I like changes.
163. I hate going to class.
164. I am afraid to die.
165. I hate dish washing.
166. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly.
167. My nails are nine inches long.
168. My favorite color is black.
169. I like to sleep on the floor.
170. I am hopeless at cooking.
171. I sucked my thumb when I was little.
172. I should be doing something else rather than writing this. Like sleeping.
173. I am online a lot, but not on MSN.
174. I hate government.
175. I have a job.
176. I'm too nice for my own good.
177. I love to read, I read as much as I can.
178. I don't trust newspapers.
179. I like arguing.
180. I live in a lagoon.
181. I clean my room once a month.
182. I'm scared of american fast food.
183. I am prying open my third eye.
184. I love Mozambique.
185. I don't trust any religion.
186. I used to play with Barbies because all the other girls were doing it.
187. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
188. I like listening to wind chimes.
189. I'm very disorganized.
190. My hair is long and straight.
191. I learn a lot.
192. I don't like spicy food.
193. I keep a diary.
194. I can't do cartwheels.
195. I am very lazy.
196. I'm sarcastic.
197. I think my hair is annoying.
198. I'm very sensitive.
199. I love being "abnormal".
200. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue.
201. I am amazed how a cable news channel can make 30 minutes of news stretch for 24 hours.
202. I'm amazed how different Europe is from America.

♪♬: Suede - Beautiful Ones
Currently: too much information